Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Still SAD :(

Things are still sad around here. I cry everytime I think of the situation. It was really hard to take pictures down and put them away. How am I going to get used to no Macki. She is such a part of our lives. She is like by own daughter and is a good friend.

There is nothing I fear as much as our becoming the bad out-laws with the Bakers. I know how the bad feelings can get imbedded in the heart after a heart breaking episode. I'm so sad that I won't be a full time gma to the new little baby that will come into this world. I will really miss that opportunity.

I wish I could see into the future to see what the Lord's plan is. I know there is one and patience will let us know what it is, but oh the sorrow there is today. I just need to put my trust in HIM.

2 comments:

  1. Are you okay? I don't get the "Still S" but I am out of it. Clue me in!!!

    I love you.

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  2. Okay that was really weird! At first the only thing that was showing for your blog was the "still s" and nothing else but now I can see your complete post.

    Mom, this is so hard to believe. I am sorry that you have already taken down pictures. I guess that must mean that this is for real. So totally not fair!

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