Ok kids - take a breath and rest from stress. The sadness is getting a little better, but things still feel unreal. I had the opportunity to go visit with Macki last night after work. She was at Megan and Crispin's so I went over and spent the evening. I feel better now that I have seen and talked to Macki. I'm so worried about her and want her to be happy and unstressed. I wish I could change things for her and make Rusty see what he is losing as well as giving up.
I'm so proud of my kids and their willingness to help each other out and to worry about me. Each one of the kids has expressed the sadness over the situation and want to know what they can do to help. They are such good kids. Not sure how I was blessed with such valiant spirits and their companions that are truly supportive and loved.
The weather has turned off cold (for me) and I wish it would get warm, warm, warm....I hate being cold. I love the sun!
Kitty has learned to go through the outside doggie doors. Thank you Odie! We know she will go out, but not sure if she will come back in yet. We'll see. Tomorrow is her hair appointment - LOL - groomer. She sure needs it. She gets pretty dirty just hanging out here. She is a good dog and I enjoy having her here. She meets me at the door every day when I get home ready for some attention.
Friday, April 30, 2010
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Still SAD :(
Things are still sad around here. I cry everytime I think of the situation. It was really hard to take pictures down and put them away. How am I going to get used to no Macki. She is such a part of our lives. She is like by own daughter and is a good friend.
There is nothing I fear as much as our becoming the bad out-laws with the Bakers. I know how the bad feelings can get imbedded in the heart after a heart breaking episode. I'm so sad that I won't be a full time gma to the new little baby that will come into this world. I will really miss that opportunity.
I wish I could see into the future to see what the Lord's plan is. I know there is one and patience will let us know what it is, but oh the sorrow there is today. I just need to put my trust in HIM.
There is nothing I fear as much as our becoming the bad out-laws with the Bakers. I know how the bad feelings can get imbedded in the heart after a heart breaking episode. I'm so sad that I won't be a full time gma to the new little baby that will come into this world. I will really miss that opportunity.
I wish I could see into the future to see what the Lord's plan is. I know there is one and patience will let us know what it is, but oh the sorrow there is today. I just need to put my trust in HIM.
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Broken heart
I guess even being a parent your kids can break your heart. Rusty and Macki are calling quits - not because Macki is done, but because Rusty is done. I feel like we have had a death in the family. We love Macki so much and she is a perfect match for our family. I don't know how long it takes to get past this one, but it sure hurts right now. Our Aunt Macki will be sorely missed and we love her and want her to have joy, happiness, a family of her own. She deserves the very best in life. Keep her in your prayers so that she will have comfort and have the strength to press forward. Sorrow reigns!
Friday, April 16, 2010
Yeah - It's Friday
Time rolls by. We are down to just over 30 days until I get to go on vacation. I'm ready! If I could I start a road trip in Sierra Vista and go to each kids house and end up in NY. Whouldn't that be a ball?
Alan is really frustrated with his work and is going over and over what to do when he retires, should he think of leaving his job, what doI want to do. He is driving me totally crazy! We may be getting older, but retirement - not yet unless I can do a lot of fun stuff.
I love Cesar Milan.....Dog Whisperer is my favorite show. I always learn little bits here and there that I try to incorporate with Kitty. She is really good inside, but she still won't go through the double doors to go outside or come in. She is a stubborn dog!
Alan is really frustrated with his work and is going over and over what to do when he retires, should he think of leaving his job, what doI want to do. He is driving me totally crazy! We may be getting older, but retirement - not yet unless I can do a lot of fun stuff.
I love Cesar Milan.....Dog Whisperer is my favorite show. I always learn little bits here and there that I try to incorporate with Kitty. She is really good inside, but she still won't go through the double doors to go outside or come in. She is a stubborn dog!
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Taxes - Bleck
Well I finally got our taxes finished and sent. What a relief, now to get the refund from the State. Or maybe not - maybe they will send me an IOU. Wouldn't that suck!
Megan and Marcus came down so that I could help with their taxes, but we didn't get them down as far as they would have liked, but I hope it was better than what it would have been. Marcus helped gpa work on the yard while Meg and I worked on taxes and stuff and he had a blast as usual.
The weather is warming up and I LOVE it. We are getting close to 90 degrees which means no more space heater for me I'll be warm without it.
I'm now down 20 lbs. I started at the first of the year, but didn't make much progress until I went back to Jenny Craig. Thank goodness I bought the lifetime membership when I did (they don't have one any more). I'm hoping to take a few more lbs off before we go to NY. I kid that I need to fit in the airline seat. I fit, but I hate being uncomfortable. But we are down to 40d 15h 7m until we leave. WAHOO! Can't wait for vacation. :o)
Megan and Marcus came down so that I could help with their taxes, but we didn't get them down as far as they would have liked, but I hope it was better than what it would have been. Marcus helped gpa work on the yard while Meg and I worked on taxes and stuff and he had a blast as usual.
The weather is warming up and I LOVE it. We are getting close to 90 degrees which means no more space heater for me I'll be warm without it.
I'm now down 20 lbs. I started at the first of the year, but didn't make much progress until I went back to Jenny Craig. Thank goodness I bought the lifetime membership when I did (they don't have one any more). I'm hoping to take a few more lbs off before we go to NY. I kid that I need to fit in the airline seat. I fit, but I hate being uncomfortable. But we are down to 40d 15h 7m until we leave. WAHOO! Can't wait for vacation. :o)
Friday, April 9, 2010
Time flies when you're having fun!
Lots has happened over the last few weeks. Easter, conference (didn't hear anything), worrying about Jeff, worrying about getting plans done for our NY trip and talk about houses needing cleaning - mine is way behind. If taxes don't get done tomorrow, Uncle Sam will be on our doorstep wanting interest and late fees along with what we owe.
It was a lot of fun over Easter weekend with everyone who lives close here. The little boys had fun egg hunting and playing together. I love when they chase each other around, but when it gets to chase and screech at the top of your voice it's time for gma to hide. All the kids are growing like weeds and cute as all get out. It won't be long until the boys are chatting away. Both boys are talking a lot now and the vocabulary is getting more every day. Cami is a smiling animal. She talks to you and she does this growl thing that is funny to hear. What fun they are. BUT we do miss the other kids around.
Jeff's kids spent Easter weekend learning about how men and saws don't mix well if there is a problem in the wood. I wish they were closer and then I could help with them and give Jeff and Annie a break. I'd keep them all the time if I could. I sure miss them!
It was weird not having the Chase crew here for Easter and conference. We are so used to their being here that is just feels weird. I even wondered if Kendi and the kids were making doughnuts on Saturday night while Chris, Zach and Blake went to priesthood meeting. Old habits die hard.
I'm so glad Lorna and Tim got updated pictures on their blog. I can't believe how much the boys are changing. I can't wait to go out there and see them. I have even added a countdown to my desktop so I can keep close track of how long until we fly out of here. Tim and I finally got a decision made for a hotel in Boston. No NYC this trip - costs a fortune and I think Alan is not to thrilled about going there so maybe this will be another trip. I'm sure we can find plenty to do near Boston and at Tims.
It was a lot of fun over Easter weekend with everyone who lives close here. The little boys had fun egg hunting and playing together. I love when they chase each other around, but when it gets to chase and screech at the top of your voice it's time for gma to hide. All the kids are growing like weeds and cute as all get out. It won't be long until the boys are chatting away. Both boys are talking a lot now and the vocabulary is getting more every day. Cami is a smiling animal. She talks to you and she does this growl thing that is funny to hear. What fun they are. BUT we do miss the other kids around.
Jeff's kids spent Easter weekend learning about how men and saws don't mix well if there is a problem in the wood. I wish they were closer and then I could help with them and give Jeff and Annie a break. I'd keep them all the time if I could. I sure miss them!
It was weird not having the Chase crew here for Easter and conference. We are so used to their being here that is just feels weird. I even wondered if Kendi and the kids were making doughnuts on Saturday night while Chris, Zach and Blake went to priesthood meeting. Old habits die hard.
I'm so glad Lorna and Tim got updated pictures on their blog. I can't believe how much the boys are changing. I can't wait to go out there and see them. I have even added a countdown to my desktop so I can keep close track of how long until we fly out of here. Tim and I finally got a decision made for a hotel in Boston. No NYC this trip - costs a fortune and I think Alan is not to thrilled about going there so maybe this will be another trip. I'm sure we can find plenty to do near Boston and at Tims.
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