This has always been one of my favorite sayings. My kids always told me it was sick, but when they read the Twighlight series they remembered me when they came to that saying in the second book. I guess I love it because it is how I feel most of the time.
I am unsure if I want my kids to see my posts, feelings tend to get hurt without the sayer or writer meaning anything towards them. I'll have to see how it goes.
My life has not been unhappy, but I can't say I have been a happiest person in this world. I grew up very happy, loved my parents, my siblings, my extended family, and my friends. I loved being me. I could say I lived in nervanah during that life. But as I got older life definiately left the marks of growing. I found out that marriage is the hardest thing life, that littlekids are wonderful, teenagers will break your heart, and grandkids are the reward.
But life goes on and kids and grandkids must move on too. As of the 6th of March the majority of my grandkids will live 1000's of miles away. It was hard when the 1st moved, but here we go again. And guess what - it isn't close. I sometimes wonder how we will ever see our grandkids enough. I can hardly find time to see them when they live down the street. It makes me want to cry thinking about this change. But I know this is where the Lord is sending them. They have a journey and must make it.
Their move will then give me a new journey. Owning a dog. Not just any dog, but an inside dog. I've always struggled with this concept. I hate dog hair and dogs that are hyper. But I am assured this schnauzzer is a good dog. She is cute, and she does like me. If I'm not careful, she will get so excited that she leaves her mark when she sees me. This could be very interesting. I Dr. Oz says I'll live longer if I have a pet. We'll see. :)
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